The Holy Spirit has been reeling me back again and helping me battle against the fear and anxiety that I have let rule me lately (mainly regarding my upcoming childbirth).  Thanks to those of you who have been praying for me and sending me words of encouragement, appropriate rebuke, and offers of help and general support.  I have such wonderful friends and family!  I have also been getting more sleep this past week and catching up on lost sleep through lengthy naps.  I was battling a sinus cold last week too that made me even more anxious and “out of it.”  Thankfully it has passed! I feel much more “normal” now.

Most importantly, in an attempt to really focus on Christ – the author and perfector of my faith – my savior, redeemer and Lord… I have been studying scripture regarding fear, trust, hope, etc.  I have been making a notebook full of scripture that I hope to focus on during my labor instead of focusing on the fears and lies of the enemy.  I have also been creating a music play list filled with worship music and other songs that bring me comfort and help me to lean into the Lord instead of prayer.

I have also been reading a book called Christ Centered Childbirth.  It’s been helpful in redirecting me toward scripture reading and meditating on Christ.  I wish I would’ve started reading it earlier in my pregnancy (when my dear friend originally loaned it to me).

Anyway, thanks be to God for once again reeling me back in.  I am experiencing PEACE AND JOY AND HOPE regarding this birthing process and meeting my Baby Girl!